I am coming home! I am coming home.
I am coming home?
On Day 1 and 2 I expressed my frustration that as much as I am on some self-searching/discovery thing, it wasn’t like I am getting anything really life changing. And Life Change is what I am intending for.
Things did got somewhat calmer in the middle of my journey, and while everything changed, it is still not like I got my wanted Life Change.
Frankly, there is really this fear/worry that everything will go back to square one, safe for I made many #OhMyKokoro dishes and Angel JY came a few times. Well, in a way he started it. xD
I am so mad that every time things will just plateau into the 20+ days. But it is just it is. Maybe there is something that I have yet figured out, and good thing, bad thing who knows?
First up, I got this gorgeous baby at only $9.90!!!
I am so impressed by the grater. I grated ginger and garlic today and them pastes just blend into soups sO well!!!
Made Haemul Jjamppong (Seafood Spicy Noodles) with Mum today. I just realise today that she can slice things real fast. Like 5 times me speed? Or more.
Always all these soups taste better after being left in the pot for a while. Also, I realised that the pot my aunt gave us has this magical ability to keep things almost hot even after a long while. Could my aunt be a secret witch? And gifted us Muggles a charmed pot??
OH MY KOKORO.
It also appeared that the ladies from both sides of my family are good cooks. This entire household failed the legacies. Ok, maybe not so much with Mum.
I totally love these fishcake sheets. OH MY KOKORO, BLESS MY KOKORO.
Bcoz this is totally hot, LIKE HOT, not even spicy, only Mum and me was eating it. She doesn’t really fancy fishcakes so I am eating them all.
While Singapore has always been hot since the inception of Mother Earth (we are literally near the Equator, OMG!), I haven’t been experiencing just bleeding out perspiration like this before. I could be sitting in front of a fan and I still start bleeding perspiration.
One thing with all my life searching/discovery is, strangely, I am more aware of my body other than just thoughts and emotions. The supernatural thing is, when I was a very young child, below 7, I was just sure that I can see (evil) spirits around. I could be having super powers or I was just hella stressed, for I experienced sleep paralysis then and the most “frightening” thing was this once when I see toys moving in a weird way in my room.
In the view that spirits exists, well, maybe whoever it is was just trying to humour me, but for I had a concept that all them spirits are BAD, I just scared myself to death all these years.
So anyway, it was so terribly hot today, I got my favourite Mocha Frappe from Starbucks, FREE DELIVERY! Bless me Kokoro!!! It was ice blend but turned cold liquid in 5 minutes flat.
And it go so well with my spicy Jjamppong~!! ❤ ❤ ❤ Happy, happy meeeee~~~~ ❤
How are things for everybody??
Oh, I did a Round 2. Gamjajeon, Potato Pancake. I am just so in love with the grater. ❤ I don’t taste much potato though, and I should have made it more crispy. ❤